of communication

Sovereign remedy can never be found in my dictionary when it comes to being diplomatic with you. it so happens that along the way of working it out, you always give me reasons to not want to resolve it these days. i have always been wanting to resolve things as it happens, but i realised it never works. you will just tell me what i want to hear and i thought you truly meant those to shut me up. i'm easily giving up now. just tired you know. really tired of being hurt and hurting.