Carapace of an L

of communication

2008-12-20T14:24:00.000-08:00

Sovereign remedy can never be found in my dictionary when it comes to being diplomatic with you. it so happens that along the way of working it out, you always give me reasons to not want to resolve it these days. i have always been wanting to resolve things as it happens, but i realised it never worked. you will just tell me what i want to hear and i thought you truly meant those to shut me up. i'm easily giving up now. just tired you know. really tired of being hurt and hurting.

of shoes

2008-12-18T21:44:00.000-08:00

i have gotten myself the first pair of cheap heels that can make me walk like less of a retard.
i <3 u vincci+.

of wants

2008-12-14T04:02:00.000-08:00

of complacency

2008-12-03T07:12:00.001-08:00

baby,
i did not tell you things to make you feel complacent, in a bad way, so that you would think that you have done enough, to stop you from having the desire to keep on doing and being someone great to being greater. we always have room to grow, you and i both.i told you what i really feel because i want you to know how i really feel about you, accept it, cherish it when you think about me, okay?

An incredible sense of relief were rushing into me when you said you finally know what is the meaning of a relationship. your definition of it is still vague to me. but it is okay because i can feel the sincerity in your words.

i love you. always have. always will.

of definition

2008-12-03T07:11:00.000-08:00

Carapace of an L is a place to hide when there are too much anger in me, by the fear of breaking down, to rant when words can't be spoken with the fear of destruction, to understand, to forgive, to overcome my insanity, for therapy.
with a hope of making peace with whatever that bothers me....
here goes....